PuppyWithATutu Mon Jul 29, 2013 6:49 am
Kira let Tyler have his time alone. He needed it. The moment he'd retreated to his bedroom, she'd gone back to her study to do research on the evasive Jessica who'd turned him. Each day she got a little closer to discovering where the vampire was hiding. He needed her death to bring him some sort of closure. Perhaps vengeance wouldn't bring him happiness, but to mete out something deserved to the woman who had taken everything... it would help.
The next day, she drank her fill from a blood bag, turning down the services of Malin and the other blood whores Julian was so fond of, and made her way to Tyler's room. Alexa sat on the edge of his bed, per usual, scantily clad, as if anything she had to offer would help him through the depression of never seeing his family again. Kira raged at the sight of her.
"Geh weg," she hissed, and Alexa eased herself out of the room with a small wave in Tyler's direction. He had his face buried in a book and she wondered just how much of it he was truly taking in. He hadn't flipped to a new page for some time now. Kira closed the door behind her and sat down next to him.
"You asked about the first person I killed as a vampire," she began. It wasn't a comfortable subject in the least, but somehow she felt he needed to connect on some level. To know that his losses did not belong to him and him alone. To know that as vampires, the entire race had felt the pain of another's death at some point. Most had seen their entire families falling to death as mortals.
"My husband, Viktor... He was a great man. He worked hard to support us. He was so loving, so positive. I loved him more than anything, Tyler." He sat up slowly and set the book down at his side. His eyes never strayed from hers. "He came down with the measles. It was hard to watch. It was happening everywhere, and we didn't have the doctors that we had today. No treatments. It was in the middle of winter, crops were dying, it was cold. So cold. He didn't stand a chance."
She swallowed and skipped over the rest of the story. The rest that was too hard to tell. "I was too weak to lay him to rest. The ground was too hard. I had to... I had to wait. A man stopped by. Sergej. He'd been courting me long before I married Viktor. I always politely declined. He was a sweet man, but my heart didn't belong with him. That day he'd heard the news and he'd come to help. Not to court me or to step on any toes. He genuinely wanted to help me bury my husband." She folded her hands in her lap and picked at the ends of her nails. "He helped. Tyler, he was relentless. He wouldn't stop until the job was done. He was so kind."
She looked up and met his gaze. "Not long after he left, I met Julian. I wasn't taken with him. It was too soon. But there was something about him. He was so well put together. He didn't fit in with the rest of us. We were starving, we were sick, and here was this pale, beautiful man with not a care in the world. He took one look at me and gave me a proposal I couldn't refuse. I was so tired of life, of being sad and losing the people I loved, and he promised me strength and happiness and a way to move past it all. He turned me that night. I begged him to.
"The next evening, I had packed my things. I was moving in with him, he said, and I would never have to worry about money again. He was going to show up soon to take me where he was staying. But Sergej... He showed up at my door. He was checking up. His wife had baked me something, I don't really remember what. All I knew was that I was different, and Tyler, I was so hungry. This man, this man who had done so much for me, whom I'd known since I was a child, and I only saw him as a meal. The next thing I knew, I was on him. He was dead.
"I was a mess after that. Julian did what he could to help. And he did help. But it took me a while. I won't lie, Tyler, sometimes I still think about it. It's a part of who I am, no matter how long ago it was. But do I hate myself for it now? No. It fades, Tyler. It all fades."